It wasn't a decision I made lightly or with a great amount of happiness, but I know this is the best thing for me, and I know the feeling of failure won't stay with me. I thought that at 22 years of age, I'd have my life pretty much sorted out about what I wanted to do, and I don't...It's scary and confusing, but I know that I WILL have it figured out soon enough.
For those that have been waiting an update with my PATD slash story, "There's Something In The Water", it will be finished by the beginning of December because I've put it off to concentrate on a subject that bored me to tears and sent me into a panic attack.
Tomorrow is the first day of the newest chapter of my life. I'll be letting people down, but I've done too much that was for other people and I need to move on to do someting for myself.
My friends are my lifeline and I can't thank whatever entity is up there enough for them.
All aboard the life changer train....
For the first time ever, I've ended up failing at something that should have been easy and decided to take the easy way out and give up and throw in the course that I'm doing so close to the end.